More about today...

Since I never really closed out my last cycle, I thought I should go ahead and update now.  Dear Aunt Flo came to me last Wednesday, so today is Cycle Day 6, my second day on Femara.  So far, I can feel some abdominal discomfort and cannot stop eating, but it's nothing compared to the Clomid.  We're going for IUI at my OB/Gyn's office (not the RE) and will see how this goes until we can get in to see the new doctor.  Oh, have I mentioned that I haven't even made that appointment yet?  Better get on it.  I guess I'm holding off hoping that it really happens this time...

My youngest cousin had her baby girl on Saturday.  We visited her yesterday and my God was she beautiful.  I would be lying if I said I wasn't jealous as hell!!!  What amazed me is that I think seeing this little gal bothered the Hubs more than it bothered me.  I'm not sure why I wasn't more upset about it...I guess I just figured she wasn't ours and that our baby is still waiting for us.  I think it's also in my head that we are meant to be parents to boys.  Who knows, but I was thrilled not to finish the night sobbing and bawling my eyes out.  I'm ugly when I cry!

I have my third acupuncture appointment on Wednesday and then will go back to see him two times next week since IUI should happen somewhere around next Friday.  I'm taking my prenatal vitamins like a good girl, have gone back on the baby aspirin, and am keeping a positive attitude.  Bring on our October baby!!!