I cheated...

So, I broke down yesterday and took not one, but TWO pregnancy tests.  I took my first when I woke up - it was my "reserve" test for when I got a positive from one of the cheapies...and I was so sure it would be positive, that I used it.  No luck.  So later that evening, after I got my other cheapies in the mail, I took another.  And of course negative again. (I use generic pregnancy test strips from http://www.babyhopes.com/ - this website has saved me a fortune!).

I should have known that I wouldn't get a positive, but I have been really crampy, had very sore breasts and feel like I'm just having some of the same symptoms as the last time.  I know, I know...this could all be in my head, not like I haven't done this to myself before.  But since I was going to be around children yesterday, not to mention a pregnant woman, I knew I would get all depressed, so I really needed something to lift my spirits.  No such luck.

The Hubs tells me to wait until I'm technically considered "late" to test again, but I don't know exactly when that will be - and I'm not gonna lie, I know I'll take another tomorrow or the day after because I am a serial test taker.

Gosh, how I hate waiting...